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.My Subconscious. 2003.

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[24 May 2004|08:56pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

My mother doesn't understand that it's not too easy to get a 4.6 GPA. It's hard, the boobs help, but still.

I WANT ALL THE SEX AND THE CITY DVD'S NOW. First I have to spend my money on fixing this fucking computer that has a virus. I also have to spend loads of money on fixing my car before Corey takes it away and breaks it again.

Jace, Leah, and Steph didn't have fun in Vegas. They said it was the worst time they've ever had.


Leaving now.

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[23 Mar 2004|10:27am]

Hall Monitor: Where are you suposed to be?
Me: I just got here. I was sick....

10 min later

Hall Monitor: EXUSE ME! Do you have a class?
Me: Urhm... yeah I have 5.
Hall Monitor: Then get there!
Me: No.
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MY FIRST E-BAY ITEM UP FOR SALE EVER! [11 Mar 2004|08:53pm]
Squee! My first item up for sale... *EVER*!!! Buy it now bitch.

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WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK IS GOING ON? [01 Mar 2004|06:34pm]
Chapter 1 Reading Comprehension Question:

What is the author's favorite car?
A - 1972 Cuda.
B - 1966 Mustang.
C - 1932 Ford Coupe.
D - 1993 Mercedez SL500.

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Online Traffic School [01 Mar 2004|06:33pm]
[ mood | WHAT THE FUCK? ]

Changing your address-
The law requires that when you move, you must give your new address to DMV within 10 days. A vehicle registration change of address must be in writing and should include the license plate numbers of any vehicle you own. The author has a son named Jerry. Mail your letter to DMV, P.O. Box 942890 Sacramento, CA 94290-0001.


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Online Traffic School [01 Mar 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | Still Confused ]

Lost or damaged license-
If your driver license is lost or damaged, you must go to a DMV office and pay for a duplicate. Be prepared to show proof of who you are, such as a birth certificate, utility bill or some other document verifying your name and address. If you are a minor, a parent must accompany you to sign the proper forms. The author has two adopted children. Also a minor will be required to give a thumbprint and have a new picture taken. Once a duplicate license has been issued, the previous license is no longer good.

Is this a joke? Ahahaha.

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Traffic School Online.... [01 Mar 2004|06:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]

The process of taking the written and driving exam-
Written and eye tests are required when you apply for an original, renewal, or upgrade to a different class of license. You take the tests at your local DMV office. Driving tests are required for first time applicants and usually waived if you are renewing your existing license, depending on the individual’s situation. Appointments are available for all DMV services. The author has four children, but only three of them live at home. An appointment is required to take any driving test.

In which I reply... "What the fuck?"

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[01 Oct 2003|10:55pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I don't understand how the world can be so happy when I'm so sad. Come to think of it... I don't understand a lot of things. This is my announcement that I'm done trying to understand anything.

I've been crying on and off hysterically for 6 solid hours, trying to understand why Lauren would not tell me she's moving and just leave... but I'm done for the night. I got angry. I said good riddance. I said a lot of things I didn't mean. And now I'm going to sleep.

If Lauren's reading this, good. I hope she feels bad about it.

This has been the worst day of my life... and I'm glad to say that it's over. I'm taking medicine and going to bed now. Good night, and Lauren, goodbye. Have a nice life. Hope your future is everything you want it to be and more.

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[27 Sep 2003|08:23pm]
Happy New Year.
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[08 Sep 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Surprise birthday party was fun. Happy birthday to me tomorrow (being the 9th). I got some cool shiznit n'stuff. Steph got me a fraggle rock video, my grandmother a tiffany's bracelet, and chris/amy a small 20$ digital camera! I can now take blurry pictures of me licking my Harry Potter action figure... HUZZAH! I also got some gift cards (25$ spent at Freddies on Will and Grace DVD's) and 50$ dollar online Borders card, which I have yet to use as the site has been down for like 3 days.

Boss: Rose, you're my favorite cashier... we're really glad to have you working here.
Me: :-))) *squeefest*

I have a sore throat and am realllly not looking forward to school tomorrow. I've had so much homework I want to curl up in a hole and die. Like 5-6 hours A DAY... which is why I haven't been updating or checking my friends list.

In other news... I'M GETTING MY LICENCE (or attempting to anyway) ON WEDNESDAY *sept 11* I can't find my permit or blue sheet, and I don't know the time, but hey! I'll have to reschedule if I can't find that bloody piece of paper.

So that's been my life for like the past few days... I'm sure more stuff happened, but I can't think of it.

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[27 Aug 2003|02:12am]
So, Christa is here. She's really really cool. We just talked for like 5 hours. AND she's going to hook me up with one of Kyle's friends whose DEAD fucking sexy... so it's all good.

Sleep = good.
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[01 Aug 2003|03:28pm]
[ mood | amused ]



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[24 Jul 2003|10:13pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I just bought 8 C batteries for 10.27$. Am now reaching new plateau of annoyance at these flummery 'digital' speakers. Pshhhaw. They will be the death of me.

My mother just gave me cute polka dotted flip flops. Wahoo.

BBQ was good tonight. Lauren and I spent most of the time convincing my brothers friend Logan that I was a slut/drinker/drug attic and mocking Luke E. (who showed Lauren his junk).

Ahahaha, this old guy at work today said that I was a looker and that I teased all the guys. I was like... sure.

That is all.

[EDIT] - I also spent like 10 minutes of my night pestering someone pink on Laurens AIM. *giggles maniacally* YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... AND I WANT MY DAMN LIVER. Ahhahahahahhaahhahahaha.

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[24 Jul 2003|01:15pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Rant: Why do NONE of my clothes fit? AHHHH.Collapse )

I have to work in like an hour. Maybe going to Meford Sat.

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[20 Jul 2003|05:47pm]
[ mood | sad ]

My bird died. Poor Mr. Bojangles.

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[19 Jul 2003|11:01pm]
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[10 Jul 2003|12:45pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Who woke up at 7:00 AM and decided to pick blueberries and make a blueberry pie? ME ME ME.

Mmmm. pppiiiieeee.

Got to get ready to start new job. Bah.

Yar har har and a bottle of rum.


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I'm not horny, I just really need to have sex with Jeremy. [29 Jun 2003|09:05pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]


I've said it once before (on Ivy's comments), but I will say it again, because it needs to be heard:

That's crap. I'm a straight young virgin who reads slash. I am not 'squicked' by het sex, I am not scared by men, and I am most certainly not confused about my sexuality. When I read graphic het fics, I don't think... "my god! I SHOULD BE DOING THAT." Likewise, when I read slash, I'm not 'fictionally living out my desire to control men'. It's all in good fun.

Tosh. Absolute and utter nonsense. Those people should go back to college and learn properly how to research a story before they spout off on topics that they have no idea about.


Holy fuckshit. I just remembered a dream I had last night. Kinda. All I know is that Harry/ect made a potion in a library that took you to outterspace onto a planet of a parallel universe. Draco was there. And rain. And cowboys. And...

*passes out*

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[18 Jun 2003|09:23pm]
Poll #147590 What attracts you?

Guys: big boobs or small boobs?

Big: C-D+ cup
Small: A-B cup
I'm gay, and therefore do not like boobs.

Guys: girl's eyes?

Doesn't matter to me

Guys: girl's hair?

Doesn't matter to me

Guys: girl's height?

Short 5'1 - 5'4
Middle 5'5 - 5'7
Tall 5'8 - 6'0

Guys... describe your dream girl.

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[07 Jun 2003|07:30pm]
[ mood | sunburnt ]

Rented QAF. I rented episodes 4-9. I haven't seen the first 4. Anyone want to fill me in before I watch it?

Wedding SO pretty! I'm all sunburned now.

Just thought you should know my new favorite quote is, "Good riddance to bad trash!"... I loff it!

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